Friday, November 24, 2006
::physics::
I was just reading Luuan Chin's blog and compared to her, I am soooooo childish!!!! *faints*
Today I did another childish action that caused some much awkward feelings between the 3 of us. And after today I think I view the person involved very much differently. Actually he wasn't as different from what I perceived him to be but somehow it didn't dawn to me that, hey, actually he's really this kind of person I thought he was. In fact, I kind of regretted what I did. And to make me appear even more childish, all this happened in maple!! Some virtual game that I don't think I ought to be as bothered about. And seriously, how did I ever manage to survive the 8 hours of intensive mapling in the past? It's kind of insane. I still can't imagine how I did it. If I can transfer all of this energy to practising Computing I would be feeling much better today.
And today's Physics was just as screwed up [or even worse than yesterday's Computing]. Seriously I don't have that much capacity to do so much takeaways!!!! Going vivo tomorrow, kind of looking forward to it. Staying in hall is like living under a rock. Staying ALONE in the room for 4 days is even worse. I seem to have cut of all means of contact with the rest of the world. But it does make me sleep early, which in turn makes me even harder to reach. But then I have never been [and never will be] Ms Popularity so it doesn't make a great deal of a difference. Talking about friends, I realise I haven't got many. Those that I really dare to approach when I am in trouble total up to 2 in NTU. ... Off to bed.
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
::i cant keep waiting::
I am so ashamed of myself!! Others bother to study really really hard when their grades are screwed up but I, I slept and slept and slept!!!! I was practically waiting for time to past because I wanted the day to be over quickly. And the A- grade really did make me complacent. So there goes Computing!! I guess I will most likely have to retake the subject next semester. Was just looking at the subjects that I will be taking next sem, since I am retaking Chemistry, I will most likely be doing at least 7 subjects. Discovery, Math 2, Chemistry, Computing [let's just face it], Effective Comm, Japanese [I really want to do this] and Lab 1B. Or maybe I should do Astro instead of Japanese and take that during the special term instead.
But anyway, tomorrow's Physics and I totally can't do badly for THAT. Will start Thermo in 8 minutes time. Still eating....
Saturday, November 18, 2006
::overwhelmed::
Feeling super duper sad right now because I just realised I did a lot of redundant stuff for the Math exam that cost me plenty of marks!!!!Next time I should not white-out stuff when I am doubtful about the answer. Because I discover that when I white-out stuff that I think is wrong, it usually turn out to be correct! I really want something good to come out of my Math paper!! Actually I was really tired but after talking to ching on the phone I feel disappointed in myself. But the interesting thing is that she told me her bf saw me 'looking sad' after the Math paper today. Actually I was feeling quite glad that it's over instead of feeling sad. Maybe there's something wrong with my facial expressions!!! But ching's really upset about today. I hope she'll study harder for the next few papers so she can feel better about herself.
Didn't study at all just now, was mapling. Spent a lot on maple these few days. Like $30 in 3 days! Now my character looks like this:
