Sunday, September 24, 2006
::recess::
NTU TKD held it's annual Ultimate Challenge camp on Friday and Saturday. We ran so much and kicked so much, it's a crazy kind of training. My physical strength was surprisingly weak throughout, after the 1st station, I could hardly run to the next one. Thankfully it got slightly better with encouragement and some mental strength. Especially throughout the end when we were all tired from kicking and sparring we kept thinking about ice kachang and chengteng and ice jelly. Running up the stairs was the most strenous part [for me], nearly cried because it was just so painful. But it's all over now and I feel good that I managed to break the plank with one kick [but why didn't I go to the back row..]. It's time to fix the TKD and UC badge on the gi!! Somehow thinking about UC makes me feel sad. Time to improve on my stamina! And forget about certain people.
Checked my email to find out that I didn't make it as GL for the Insinyur camp. Surprisingly I felt upset and embarassed about it. My GL called. Wa, I totally don't know how to face his voice and didn't want to pick up the call. But I smsed him back with a 'you called?' and he called back =_= He said he knew that many people were rejected and asked if I wanted to replace him as GL because he felt he didn't want to be one. I think my reply didn't exactly sound enthusiatic because no. 1, I lacked the confidence for the job and no 2, I was already rejected. But still when he asked I said 'anything lor, just add ba'. So now my status is unconfirmed again.
