Saturday, April 08, 2006
::楓のテーマ －Part II－::
Somehow I just feel so alone these few days. I have money but I can't spend it cos no one is free to go shopping or I have to rush home after work to chiong level. It's so hard to sms when working because my fingers become spastic due to the cold and the nature of my work. It's also terrible to have to endure 'construction' noises from someone next door. When I reach home I talk a lot but no one seems to be listening. SIGH. Maybe I'm feeling all these because I'm PMSing. Or maybe I am not feeling as bad as I describe myself to be.
Breakaway. SIGH. What a nice song.
Anyway, I've been thinking of my own future and ambitions over the past few days. Close friends would know my ambition, what I wanna be when I get out to work [then again, maybe they don't]. But now I know it's just a silly childhood aspiration. So, my new goal is now to earn a lot, a lot of money so that I would be able to get aboard a space shuttle and look at Earth from space in this life.
Suddenly I feel so peaceful. Maybe it's due to the music I'm listening to right now.
The days when even lemons were considered expensive. SIGH. Maybe they are still considered expensive even now.
