Saturday, March 18, 2006
::moonlight shadow::
Just watched Harry Potter: TGOF. Can't help but feel that I am so damn
OLD. My 18yrs and 5mth on earth just feels so wasted. No dreams no ambitions no idea what I want myself to be in the future not many friends (it doesn't help that I am born to be such a boring person with no sense of humour 加上又不会做人)!!!!!!!!! 总觉得我说的话没半句是动听的。好像讲等于白讲可是不说又觉得不爽。My friends say I am a weird person with weird thinking. Maybe it's just because I dunno how to phrase my words properly. My friends say my speech is fragmented. 1/2 the time people don't catch what I am saying or they can't understand what I am trying to express. F&*^ my langauge is just screwed up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I think I need a shrink.