Saturday, December 31, 2005
::last day of 2005::
Finally the last day of the year!! Many things have come to pass this year, some really important, like my 'A's and other not so important things that I can't remember anymore. If I were to review this year and compare this with what I wrote last year as my New Year Resolutions, I would say that this year was a failure because most of the things listed were not done/achieved. Let's see:
1. Save $20 every week
2. Study really hard for my A levels
3. Do homework the first thing I reach home.
4. Exercise at least 3 times a week [I want to pass my broadjump!!!!]
5. Watch at most 2 movies a month
6. Sleep earlier.
7. Be more optimistic!!!
8. Say 'Hi!' to the classmates every weekday morning.
9. Find a job after my A levels
I did not save $20 a week, in fact, I nearly did not save a cent during the entire year! Wow, that's rather bad isn't it?! Ok, I think I did study hard for my 'A's. I did not do homework 1st thing I reach home, didn't exercise 3 times a week [at most only twice because there's PE twice a week]. Can't remember how many movies I watch a month, but I don't think I watched a lot this year anyway. I didn't sleep earlier, only later especially after June since I started Mapling. I won't say I became more optimistic, I am still me. I didn't say hi to my classmates every morning. I can't be bothered to anyway. I reach school too late to say hi. In fact, I was late so many times this year!! Probably the only thing that was completed was that I found a job and am going for the interview.
So I decided that having New Year Resolutions is rather useless, so I decided not to have them next year. Besides, I can't remember them. Guess one of the best things that happened this year was that I went to Switzerland, the country I have always wanted to visit since Pri 4!! And I finally discovered who was my best friend in class!! Haha. A bit too late but ... I met some of the nicest juniors this year and I think they taught me more than I taught them. And Ayu released some of her best singles yet!!! [That's what I think] But then there's quite a lot of domestic disturbance this year and it just happened again a few minutes ago, ended with quite a bang in fact, with my sister shouting that she wanted to study abroad because the house was too noisy and stuff. Well actually she should REALLY review her own PMSy actions. But the house is always noisy. Kind of like a dormant volcano waiting to explode and the thing is you can't be sure when. Of course there are signs like volcanos do, for example throbbing veins and stuff. HAH!!
Hopefully the next year will be a better year. I should get a place in the college hostel once I start my college life. Or I will have to travel here and there and be subjected to more noise in the house. =.=!!
Sounds so pessimistic doesn't it. May 2006 really be a better year!! I KNOW I WILL GET GOOD GRADES FOR MY 'A's!!!!
Fairyland:
Even now I don't understand
The meaning of growing up
But I wonder
Where that girl or that boy in my memory
Is now walking and aiming for
Daybreak comes quickly these days
The scent of wind has changed
It seems familiar and unfamiliar
It makes my heartbeat quicker
Sweet and sad
We ran through the road to the sea
Screaming with laughter innocently
In the far away summer days
The childhood memories are still in my heart
We never knew
What would be waiting for in our futures
What is left is what we chose
It's not casual at all
If the universe has a willI think it surely worked on us
Tender and precious
How many times have I sought for something
Found and lost it
Since that time?
But your smile has taught me
That we are now
In the closest place to forever
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Bye 2005, Hello 2006!
