Saturday, December 31, 2005
::last day of 2005::
Finally the last day of the year!! Many things have come to pass this year, some really important, like my 'A's and other not so important things that I can't remember anymore. If I were to review this year and compare this with what I wrote last year as my New Year Resolutions, I would say that this year was a failure because most of the things listed were not done/achieved. Let's see:
1. Save $20 every week
2. Study really hard for my A levels
3. Do homework the first thing I reach home.
4. Exercise at least 3 times a week [I want to pass my broadjump!!!!]
5. Watch at most 2 movies a month
6. Sleep earlier.
7. Be more optimistic!!!
8. Say 'Hi!' to the classmates every weekday morning.
9. Find a job after my A levels
I did not save $20 a week, in fact, I nearly did not save a cent during the entire year! Wow, that's rather bad isn't it?! Ok, I think I did study hard for my 'A's. I did not do homework 1st thing I reach home, didn't exercise 3 times a week [at most only twice because there's PE twice a week]. Can't remember how many movies I watch a month, but I don't think I watched a lot this year anyway. I didn't sleep earlier, only later especially after June since I started Mapling. I won't say I became more optimistic, I am still me. I didn't say hi to my classmates every morning. I can't be bothered to anyway. I reach school too late to say hi. In fact, I was late so many times this year!! Probably the only thing that was completed was that I found a job and am going for the interview.
So I decided that having New Year Resolutions is rather useless, so I decided not to have them next year. Besides, I can't remember them. Guess one of the best things that happened this year was that I went to Switzerland, the country I have always wanted to visit since Pri 4!! And I finally discovered who was my best friend in class!! Haha. A bit too late but ... I met some of the nicest juniors this year and I think they taught me more than I taught them. And Ayu released some of her best singles yet!!! [That's what I think] But then there's quite a lot of domestic disturbance this year and it just happened again a few minutes ago, ended with quite a bang in fact, with my sister shouting that she wanted to study abroad because the house was too noisy and stuff. Well actually she should REALLY review her own PMSy actions. But the house is always noisy. Kind of like a dormant volcano waiting to explode and the thing is you can't be sure when. Of course there are signs like volcanos do, for example throbbing veins and stuff. HAH!!
Hopefully the next year will be a better year. I should get a place in the college hostel once I start my college life. Or I will have to travel here and there and be subjected to more noise in the house. =.=!!
Sounds so pessimistic doesn't it. May 2006 really be a better year!! I KNOW I WILL GET GOOD GRADES FOR MY 'A's!!!!
Fairyland:
Even now I don't understand
The meaning of growing up
But I wonder
Where that girl or that boy in my memory
Is now walking and aiming for
Daybreak comes quickly these days
The scent of wind has changed
It seems familiar and unfamiliar
It makes my heartbeat quicker
Sweet and sad
We ran through the road to the sea
Screaming with laughter innocently
In the far away summer days
The childhood memories are still in my heart
We never knew
What would be waiting for in our futures
What is left is what we chose
It's not casual at all
If the universe has a willI think it surely worked on us
Tender and precious
How many times have I sought for something
Found and lost it
Since that time?
But your smile has taught me
That we are now
In the closest place to forever
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Bye 2005, Hello 2006!
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
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It's been many days since I said I wanna dye my hair but I still have not done it. Actually I am contemplating if I should go and do it now but a part of me refuses to move. Anyway, my new hairstyle makes me look dumb. Have I mentioned this?
I am finally at level 45 and have earned my 1st million!!! But the sad thing is I have spent it all within 2minutes or so. Ya, so now I have around 100k left.
I am taking the 2350 flight tonight to Switzerland!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, December 08, 2005
::ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!::
I SAW THE CRIMSON BALROG ON THE SHIP TO OSSY!!!!! 2 OF THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY 80K!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Before

About 1 second later... See that spiky thing on the right, that's their ship docking onto mine!!!! I tried to get back into the cabin but once they appear, the door gets locked and I can't enter!!!! Or maybe I didn't position my character properly or maybe I am lagging, but anyway I can't get in that's why I died!!! It hit me with 2300++ decreasing my HP not my MP when I thought I on my magic guard! That's why I died there. =( But at least I lost my safety charm to the balrogs, so it's still worth it, though I still feel the shock [from seeing the monsters] and pain [about my 80k].
And guess what happened on my next trip there? Maple bounced me out from the game and so I am back at Ellinia!!! What the £&$@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!? And that's 160k. Since I am going there for sure, that's going to be 240k. So now I am truly BROKE.

And my 3rd attempt to go to Ossy failed again BECAUSE Maple bounced me out again. WHAT A JOKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
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Grad is finally over!!! Yippee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ritz Carlton is really different from Hyatt. The ballroom is sooOoooooooooOoooo much nicer and bigger, although the food is only mediocre. I only liked the dessert. The service is also better. They have people walking around serving drinks. Everyone looked pretty and smart [except me I guess cos I felt like like a geek like I also do anyway]. To be honest, I prefer this grad over the last one. At least I didn't leave the place alone feeling all fed up and pissed with my hair and stuff instead I felt rather high at the end. Grad in Sec school is much much different from grad in JC. I'm glad I went to experience it. Talking about my hair, I think it's about time I did something to it. I hate my bloody fringe!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, December 04, 2005
::ilikethis::
NEARLY ALL MAN CAN STAND ADVERSITY, BUT IF YOU WANT TO TEST A MAN'S CHARACTER, GIVE HIM POWER.
I like this. Saw this at my sister's conductor's blog. Don't know who wrote it, could be that blogger, but it's quite meaningful anyway.
Went to Muthu's Curry for dinner today. The place where they have this famous fish head curry. The food was not bad, not too salty, which was what I really liked about that place. But I don't find it exceptional, having won some award for their signature dish. My brother says the curry have got this 'special' taste. Dunno, I never was a food connoisseur. Another restuarant [Banana Leaf Apollo] that serves apparantly famous fish head curry is beside it. I feel bloated now, with all the rice, curry, naan and mutton. BuRRrrrrrrPpppppppp
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Now I hope tomorrow never comes. Don't feel like going for grad anymore. Sick of it already.
Killing drakes now. Trying to collect their skins because I want a new pair of shoes. Must hit 4 times in order to kill it!! There's this really cool looking warrior training in the same map as me. Can't help but feel inferior when training in the same map as these high level pros.
Saturday, December 03, 2005
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I think I have been at that level 41 stage for ages!!!! Thanks to those stupid monkeys that keep killing me off. Once I am done with collecting those cursed dolls I will NEVER train at the monkey forest again.
Grad is on Monday. And guess what, I was too excited to sleep yesterday. It used to be a drag but some how as the day draws closer it gets exciting. Just hope that no one will have the same dress as me!!!!!
Thursday, December 01, 2005
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I just read an article somewhere on the net that says that you can get sued for making certain unkind remarks about your teachers or government or whoever that wants to sue you even if you didn't mention their name but the person you are criticising can be identified. Guess freedom of speech doesn't exactly exist! I always thought that blogs served as an outlet for people who want to express their feelings and thoughts. But to think that blogs are under close scrutiny! Of course there are certain issues that I know shouldn't be expressed on blogs but then again, almost everything can't be expressed on blogs if you can be sued for almost everything that you write! Guess I am just too immature to understand the ethics of blogging.