Saturday, June 11, 2005
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Now that everyone is asleep, ya, everyone in the family, I am up and awake and ready to blog. Basically my life really sucks nowadays. Since this Tuesday, everything around me is about Physics and studies. Just keep on studying!! FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS. I am getting sick of telling myself that. I find that there are countless things that distract me, my phone, the comb, the drumsticks, even my Mom's lipstick. Everywhere I go I seem to see distractions. Why can't I just focus? Because of that I feel that I am not keeping up to my schedule, which is true. I am supposed to finish Physics today, but I have 6 more chapters to go. And I wonder what I so painstakingly studied even got into my brain. Weird things that I would never say in the past keep coming out of my mouth. I feel that very soon, I am going to be even more muggerish than that fellow in the class. I am getting so stressed, I feel that everything that I used to like have lost it's appeal. Movies don't seem that amazing anymore. Going out with friends kind of have become a chore. I want more time to study. Yet when I am studying, I find excuses. I get myself distracted. To be frank, I wouldn't even be here blogging if Fiona hadn't keep mentioning that I am going to be Sean II. I would have studied EMI, or did the test paper or revised some other stuff. I wanted to suggest to M and kyl today about going to Sentosa on Monday but I totally forgot about it. All I remembered was Physics and how I was behind schedule. And now from Monday to Friday I will be going back to school to revise, so ya, my life is dull and boring.
However, I did have a great time this Monday. Went out with 2 of my best buddies in CO to celebrate one of their birthday. It was havok. I didn't know I actually had such friends that behaved in such a disapproving manner. Haha, how disapproving? Well, they like to throw sandals around in the cinema, smack the glass window to disturb the people on the other side and the like. Anyway, it was fun and I will always remember the silly things they did.
Wednesday was the handover ceremony for CO. I will always miss my section. Percussion rocks!! I love everyone of them. All my juniors and my dear SL and all the year 2s. I WILL MISS THEM ALL!!!! So glad for my juniors that got into EXCO, even though I still don't know how one of them actually got the post of Chairperson. Quite surprised actually. He made a super long and boring speech. But we know he tried. Haha.
