Finally after so many days of slogging, exams are over!! Of course it didn't end grandly nor did I leave the exam hall feeling overwhelmingly confident [quite the opposite actually], but at least it ended.

Went with the girls [and some guys] in the class to watch Initial D. Damn, it was so totally rocked!! I liked the cinematography. I liked the way they filmed it. But I felt that they did not develop Shawn's character really well because I couldn't figure out in the end what was his role in the movie. But I think his black 'Night Kids' windbreaker is way coooool. Awesome soundtrack as well. So to conclude, it was $8 well spent. Indeed, this film is better than Madagascar.

After Initial D, the movies remainding for me to watch are War of the Worlds and Batman Begins. Now I have a new set of troubles. I must help someone design a signature [an animated one, to be precise and I totally suck at it] and finish the homework.

Physics is driving me mad. I have got this terrible feeling that I will definitely flunk this test despite studying so hard for it. I lost 20 marks because I couldn't finish 20 marks worth of questions. Woe is me!!!!! [<-- this phrase sound kind of disgusting, don't it?]

Did a super boring essay for GP. I think most people will write that and everyone will write the same damn thing because the question is:

6. Assess the success of Singapore in tackling its population problem. [Or something to that extent.]

The question itself is already very dull, but unfortunately, I wasn't very confident about other questions so.. I had no choice. And I believe that everyone will write all that they can remember about the population growth in Singapore from Social Studies.

I still have 2 more papers to go and I am done. Please let me be less careless and more alert during the test!!!

Anyway, I was speculating with my friend about who was going to sit next to me for Physics. I had this very bad feeling that I was going to sit next to that pail of oil because all the other seats were already filled. And so it turns out that it was him. Yucks. And my friends were gloating over my misfortune. I had to compete with him for oxygen during the entire paper that made my brain to not function properly. Estella said that inhaling too much oil fumes is bad for the brain. Why, I am already retarded enough and now the oil fumes are just going to make things worst!! Thank goodness the seats were reshuffled for GP so I didn't have to be near him.

I can't wait for Thursday. I should be watching Initial D with my class on that day.

And I really have to boast about not needing to go to school next Tuesday!! The school gave us a one day break because our sports PDPs did well. But I think the performing arts did better!!! Unfair!! Just because the basketball team was the overall champion for the interschool competition!! Well, I am happy for them, but the principal is being biased. *YAY*

But today wasn't a bad day altogether. Thank goodness for you =D Or I probably would have collasped after being so traumatised.

I am currently multitasking. I am studying Isomerism, eating Snickers, watching TV and .. you guessed it! blogging!!! Yucks man. Some of their voices are really bad. [Ya, two of them are singing now as I am typing this].

Anyway, I was reading kyl's blog about her Edison. And I must say that if someone is accusing me of doing something that I am not doing, I will probably get rather pissed. Reminds me of that time when my friend told me that my Chemistry teacher thinks that I am switched off most of the time. I am not mind you. I did not and I am usually copying more stuff than others. [Ok, not really.] And you fell down!! Now okay or not??! Remember to rest hor...

And I surfed to M's blog. [Oh man!! That stupid contestant looks totally horrible!!!] Don't be too depressed ok? Must have more confidence in yourself! You can do it!

Now let me recall somethings that I have learnt:
A compound is said to be optically active when:
1. It does not have a line of symmetry
2. It has a chiral carbon
3. It is a non superimposible mirror image.

[Oh my gosh. ANOTHER terrible contestant. So boring.]

Who is that woman judge? I wonder if she even knows how to judge. Who is she?

Ok, my main point in blogging today is to remind everyone that SPIDERMAN IS COMING TO CHANNEL 5 THIS SUNDAY!!!!

Well, I just saw the ad on Channel 5 that they are going to air it this Sunday! Oh my gosh!!!! Ahhh!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! And I wonder what is the song that was played together with the ad. MY GOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! SPIDERMAN!!!

And kyl seems to be addicted to Edison. But I still think Shawn Yue is better.



Saw kyl's blog and decided to try this. Not very true though. There's a new post below, in case you don't know.

Last week of the holidays!!!! No more time. JCT starts next week. I am worried that I have already forgotten all that I have learnt. Not started on Chemistry yet, and worse still, I don't know what are the topics tested other than the whole topic of Organic Chemistry. And I freak out almost everytime I see Physics nowadays. I fear that I am going to fail it even though I have already finished studying. You see, things don't stay in my brain for long. [But the funny thing is that I remember almost all the ghost stories that I read]. Actually I should be watching TV now. Must start doing my Physics worksheet that the tuition teacher gave me today.

And how do you know if someone is using you? How is 'using' different from asking a favor from? Or maybe it's just my over sensitive senses? Well, probably.

Went to school to mug again today. Almost died from doing Math. And Physics!! Physics. Am I going to fail it? I have no confidence about that bloody subject at all and I don't seem to be able to remember any of the definitions!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway, kyl and I stayed at M's place on Saturday. We played Fatal Frame!! Okay, not 'we'. Actually it's just M who was playing and we were seating behind her and trying to boost her guts while we try to boost ours by listening to BEP. We mananged to get M to lower the volume so it won't affect us [okay, me] so much. But after getting stuck at some hut for an extremely long time without a single ghost appearing to scare us, we got really frustrated. Ah well, I should just stop acting brave. And kyl just refuses to wake up when I tried to wake her up in the morning.

I realised that everytime after I shit, I feel happy as though I have achieved something great because after shitting, I have this feeling that I am now lighter. Damn, I am such a pig!!!!

Was looking at kyl's blog and tried this quiz she did.

Your Deadly Sins

Sloth: 60%

Envy: 20%

Gluttony: 20%

Greed: 20%

Pride: 20%

Wrath: 20%

Lust: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 23%

You will die with your hand down your underwear, watching Star Trek.

Ya right. I don't even watch Star Trek!!! Star Wars yes, but never Star Trek!!! Yucks!! Gross!!!!

Was listening to this song so might as well just put it as the title for this blog.

Anyway, I am almost done for my Physics revision. All I need to do now is to study 3 more chapters and I am going to study them next Saturday since they are not very important. I shall just study the notes that my tutor gave me and that should be enough. But anyway, today wasn't as productive as I wanted it to be. I wanted to finish Ideal Gases but I was so lazy and so engaged in chatting with Fiona and Amanda that I just switched off. Well, I am supposed to finish this physics worksheet that my tutor gave me, but look at me! I am blogging. Bleah. Going back to school tomorrow to mug. Decided that the library is the best place to be since it's so quite and we'll be compelled to not talk and concentrate. Well, I guess that's all for today.

Now that everyone is asleep, ya, everyone in the family, I am up and awake and ready to blog. Basically my life really sucks nowadays. Since this Tuesday, everything around me is about Physics and studies. Just keep on studying!! FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS. I am getting sick of telling myself that. I find that there are countless things that distract me, my phone, the comb, the drumsticks, even my Mom's lipstick. Everywhere I go I seem to see distractions. Why can't I just focus? Because of that I feel that I am not keeping up to my schedule, which is true. I am supposed to finish Physics today, but I have 6 more chapters to go. And I wonder what I so painstakingly studied even got into my brain. Weird things that I would never say in the past keep coming out of my mouth. I feel that very soon, I am going to be even more muggerish than that fellow in the class. I am getting so stressed, I feel that everything that I used to like have lost it's appeal. Movies don't seem that amazing anymore. Going out with friends kind of have become a chore. I want more time to study. Yet when I am studying, I find excuses. I get myself distracted. To be frank, I wouldn't even be here blogging if Fiona hadn't keep mentioning that I am going to be Sean II. I would have studied EMI, or did the test paper or revised some other stuff. I wanted to suggest to M and kyl today about going to Sentosa on Monday but I totally forgot about it. All I remembered was Physics and how I was behind schedule. And now from Monday to Friday I will be going back to school to revise, so ya, my life is dull and boring.

However, I did have a great time this Monday. Went out with 2 of my best buddies in CO to celebrate one of their birthday. It was havok. I didn't know I actually had such friends that behaved in such a disapproving manner. Haha, how disapproving? Well, they like to throw sandals around in the cinema, smack the glass window to disturb the people on the other side and the like. Anyway, it was fun and I will always remember the silly things they did.

Wednesday was the handover ceremony for CO. I will always miss my section. Percussion rocks!! I love everyone of them. All my juniors and my dear SL and all the year 2s. I WILL MISS THEM ALL!!!! So glad for my juniors that got into EXCO, even though I still don't know how one of them actually got the post of Chairperson. Quite surprised actually. He made a super long and boring speech. But we know he tried. Haha.

CO camp started on Friday, so I turned up for turning up's sake. Well, actually not really. Just wanted to see the people one last time. Basically, I slacked around with my other friends instead of participating. I was doing Math and it killed most of my brain cells such that I had a splitting headache after that.

We had the nightwalk this year and I volunteered to be a station master. Why? Because if I didn't do anything for camp, going for it would be a total waste of time. So what would station masters do? Frighten people? Well, that's quite 'DUH' and being a coward like me, I probably shouldn't be doing it. Anyway, I was stationed with another girl, Felicia at the corridor next to the classrooms at the new block. At that area, the lights couldn't be switched off. Simply because the switched can't be found. So it was very bright around there. Okay, let me be frank. I was supposed to be stationed there by myself. But I whined and pleaded with the organiser to let me be with someone else. I was supposed to be hiding behind the yellow rubbish bin and between two computer tables. The area was extremely cramped and if you manage to stay hidden, you probably will not be able to pop up to frighten the kids when they come around. So I devised another plan [since there's now 2 of us]. Someone would hide behind the bin and delibrately be obvious to the nightwalkers and another person would hide behind this little corner opposite the bin scare them. It looks like this:



So each of us had a chance to frighten the groups that went pass us. It was actually a great feat that we actually managed to scare at least half of them because the place was too bright, we had lousy hiding spots and usually we were the ones that we booed, not the other way round! But some people clearly did not appreciate our presence [okay, who would? we were supposedly the 'ghosts'] or at least the effort we put in. I shall not dwell at the details since the only readers of this blog are already aware of what happened, thanks to my continuous rantings about it. That place was terribly stuffy and hot and we had to wait for a very long time before we had anyone to scare. The waiting time was so long and we had nothing to do except to stare at the ceilings and talk albeit. And everytime we hear voices, we would get excited, but it was always from the groups that had passed. To summarise, being a station master for solowalks is the worst thing to do. I must admit that when you successfully freak someone out, the feeling is great, but yeah, many other negative points.

The night ended at around 0245. Our Chairperson had the school gate opened for us so that we can go opposite the school to get ourselves some food for the morning. I didn't really sleep much that night. It was too hot outside and too cold in the CO room. Left in the morning for home. Couldn't make it for the urban hike because of my laziness and fatigue and a strong feeling that I would feel extremely bored and all left out. Ya, basically I am a recluse and an outcast so leave me alone.

They had their hustings yesterday night. I wonder who's in the new EXCO. Just not that bitch.

Ayumi's going to release her new single soon!! Just noticed it because I saw the new Panasonic Lumix ad that featured her new song, alterna.

Am I doomed to be unable to watch that movie?

Basically I have been living with an emptiness in me for the past few days. No CO= no excitment= emptiness. Before CO ended, I was hoping that it would end soon. After it ended with such a blast, argh, it's just sad. But I suppose I will be going for the camp. Have gotten the consent form already. Speaking of the consent form, when I went into the CO room yesterday and asked for a consent form, my friend, asked me an extremely spastic question.

"So you are staying overnight?" And flashed a super cheeky smile. For a few seconds I was stunned but I quickly retorted. Can't remember what I said, but it did make people laugh.

And whenever I announced to the people in the class that I would be going to the CO room, Fiona would give me a dumb expression that I hate to see. I know she's bored and whatever, but just don't do that action!! It's grossing me out. And PPA and Alex are both dissing us as well. I know they are trying to spice up our boring school lives and trying to live up to the rumour about them, but can't they just give it up? It's getting on our nerves the way they act lovey dovey all over the place, in the forums, in the chatrooms and other what-have-yous. PPA seem to be doing that to garner more attention and popularity whereas Alex, well, probably he's just accomodating her. We all know it's not for real!! And it is getting so outdated already!! Come on, try something new!

Yesterday was the last day for the J2s in the Service Learning Elective. We had our last event at Qiao Nan Primary. My job was super slack. Since I was the I/C for treasure hunt and it only starts near the end of the day, I was basically having a fine time preparing for the hunt and resting in the canteen when others ran all over the place. Anyway, the kids were really nice. Our mentees gave us cards and sweets and Pringles [gasp!]. We gave them lollies. Thought they were really sweet.



I hope they really benefitted from us.

And here's my percussion section:



Please scroll to the right. There's still people on that side. My box is kind of small and is unable to fit the whole photo. I suppose some of you can tell that I used Photoshop to matte the faces. Man, I hate the shiny sheen of oil. It looks much better now. Two of them are Alumni members. I suppose it's kind of easy to tell?

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