Saturday, March 05, 2005
::finally::
Got back my Chinese results yesterday. CRAP!!!! WHAT CRAP!!! Although I got what I wanted, it was really terribly as compared to what the rest got. So I lasped into a period of depression yesterday. But anyway, some how I got over it when I was doing the Home visit. It was terrible. I never want to do that again. I definately have nothing to talk to the old folks. I can't help anyone and everyone looked upset and bored. I felt like some useless piece of junk. Tried talking to this particular elderly lady. Apparantly she didn't really want to talk but she allowed me to sit opposite her. And I was really trying to get a conversation started. But she can't really understand me and I can't really understand her. So in the end we ended up staring at the walls and ceilings. I asked her if she liked it when we visit her. She said no. How bad can it get? But again, she may not know what I am asking anyway. Went to talk to another old lady. She was really nice, got loads of stuff to talk about, but the thing is, I can't understand a word she was saying!!!!!!!! My gosh!!! So I just nodded my head when she asked something. She also knew I couldn't understand her. Some how I think she is getting rather forgetful. She kept repeating questions she asked before. And there was this old man who kept asking others to remove this thing that kept his wheelchair bound to the wall. But we couldn't do it because we were told not to. And he kept flashing his middle finger. What a vulgar a***h***.
