Friday, January 28, 2005
::moiety::
\MOY-uh-tee\, noun:1. One of two equal parts; a half.2. An indefinite part; a small portion or share.3. One of two basic tribal subdivisions.
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Been really busy this week. No time at all for many things. For example, there was Math test today, and yesterday while studying for it, I fell asleep [because I was lying on my bed, feeling so exhausted yet studying at the same time]. I didn't even know how long I slept until my sister woke me up at 2230. I was busy practising for CO on Monday, doing Math tutorials on Tuesday, mugging again on Wednesday. Wednesday was really tiring because I was feeling extremely stressed in school with my results and my cca.
1. I was worried that I can't pass my 'A' levels this year.
2. I have to take my 3rd physics SPA assessment for skills B, C, D when many others don't need to take it anymore because they have >13 [out of 16] for each skill.
3. Those Y1s at CO are so good, I think I am a pile of shit. I practically screw up everything.
4. My future is bleak.
5. I probably will not get B4 for my Chinese.
So in all, I was mourning more than mugging on Wednesday, and I was so stressed that I fell asleep without finishing what I want to do. Perhaps the only good thing that happened was that I didn't fail my Chemistry test too miserably. I got 10/25, which isn't too bad already. But I suppose that I will be going for remedial classes. Some girls in my class think I am hardworking, but in fact, I don't think so. They are so smart already, so obviously I have to work harder to catch up. But yet I am still not working!! One of my friends told me that my Chemistry teacher said I was switched off [not paying attention] in class. She and another girl was having a talk with her after lesson one day and she started saying who was not paying attention in class. I supposed she named all the girls except 1 or 2? But they spoke up for me by saying that I was already at Carboxylic Acids for my tutorials [she was 2 chapters behind me]. And tomorrow I will not be free to go to the movies or anything because I will be out the whole day. I have old clothes collection on Sunday, meaning my Sunday is also gone since I have to complete my homework on Sunday as well. Can't watch Elektra because of the lack of time. Probably have to wait til next week, but I will never be free from Mondays to Wednesdays. And I am still not sure if I am going running tomorrow. Hopefully I am because I probably have to run 3.2km next week during PE. And I still have to go back to school later for some orientation thing. Will be home only at around 10pm because I have tuition after that.
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Not exactly a fan of Paris Hilton but she looks nice on this skin that I just found on Blogskins.
