Thursday, December 23, 2004
::sub rosa::
\sub-ROH-zuh\ adverb : in confidence : secretly
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My brother finally got his school posting yesterday and so he is going to his new school today to get the textbooks and other stuff. I actually wanted to go with him. Well, wanted to see how his school looks like and whether it's run efficiently or not. He wanted me to accompany him. Guess he's scared or something. Normal reaction. But when I was going to TJ, I didn't feel scared. Sort of like hoping for change. Perhaps I will meet nice people? Perhaps my life would be better there. After all, it's a better school. But after the 1st few hours of orientation, I already felt like a pile of shit. Hated that place. Didn't really like the people who seemed to hate me as well. Everything was inefficient and the teachers all appeared cold and distant. So unlike MJ. Back to the point. My Mom didn't want me to go. Need me at home to turn of the fire. So in the end I did not go with them. Feel kind of bad though. [I know he's supposed to be my most hated person but it's kind of like on and off. When he pisses me off, then yeah.] Next time I am going to teach him how to recognise those 'bad boys' in school. Strangely, they all look the same. Stuck in some sort of pattern. Anyway, as I am typing this, I am also trying to clean up the mess that I have caused. I spilled milk all over my keyboard. This is like the 3rd time? I mean, I never meant for it to happen but it just happens. The snoopy toy was falling off the table so I was trying to catch it and while doing so, the cup of milk in my other hand splashed all over the place. Bloody hell. But thanks to the experience I have now in cleaning up wet keyboards, everything LOOKS dry now. Hopefully it doesn't short-circuit. I don't know if I am feeling things, but the Shift key and the area around it is kind of cold. The cold milk perhaps? I just wonder if I do type a lot of crap here.
