Friday, December 31, 2004
::BYE BYE 2004!!!::
kyl, if you happen to see this, please accept my invitation to you for Gmail. I sent it to your Yahoo mail. Thanks! =)
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Back to the topic. Today marks the end of 2004. AWWW. Anyway, this has been an exciting year for many people. So many things happened [bad things more than good things as usual]. But maybe it's because no one remembers the good things that happened that why. I did not get my money reward this year after getting it for 5 years in a row. Which is why am I going to be broke soon and I am extremely unhappy. I spent lots of money. More than what I spent for the last few years. At least $700 for satisfying my wants. This may seem little to some of you out that who have truckloads of money, but not me!!! Now my miserable bank account has only $1700 left. Argh. My results are terrible. Got the worst timetable and I spent my PE lessons really miserably. Will never forget the miserable 100m race. What a DISGRACE!!!!!! Maybe only one lesson was beneficial [this elective programme that I went to]. My friends are drifting away one by one. And the list goes on! The bad things! All the bad things. Why can't I remember any good things? Okay, I got the iPod and phone that I wanted. But the new iPod [and much cheaper] came out a few months later!! What is this? I still got really great people around me. My class gave me a bag on my birthday. I ate quite a lot of nice food, went to nice restuarants [and spent lots of money]. My friends celebrated my birthday for me! I went to do CIP in the library. Watched quite a bit of movies and really interesting shows. GOT PROMOTED. Bought the cds, vcds and dvds [well, not really] that I wanted. I got to skip CO quite a number of times due to my dental appointments. The plucking out teeth part wasn't that painful after all. My teeth looks much straighter after 2 months of having the braces. Gave birthday presents to all my close friends. Had a great time in MJ during my first 3 months there. My Math and Physics improved by 20 marks. I went for tuition willingly. My GP wasn't so bad after all. Project work finally ended [....]. Did well for my Os. Got new clothes. Got a Gmail account. Got a digital camera for the family. AND MY SPIDERMAN 2 POSTER!!! WAHAHAHAHA!!!! FRAMED!!!!
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So what am I trying to say? We should all learn to cherish the better things in life. [Yeah, duh.] Anyway, I am telling myself right now that I should not wallow in past misfortunes. Learn to pick myself up from a fall. Don't make unnecessary [and irritating] noises. Make my own decisions. Don't be such a coward. Learn how to be more optimistic. Say "I can do it!" when faced with challenging problems. Try not to be so easily influenced by others. DON'T BE A WEAKLING ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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New Year Resolutions:
1. Save $20 every week
2. Study really hard for my A levels
3. Do homework the first thing I reach home.
4. Exercise at least 3 times a week [I want to pass my broadjump!!!!]
5. Watch at most 2 movies a month
6. Sleep earlier.
7. Be more optimistic!!!
8. Say 'Hi!' to the classmates every weekday morning.
9. Find a job after my A levels
I guess that is about all. Too much is also no good.
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walking proud- ayumi hamasaki
My lips told a lie
For a trivial reason
I suppose it was for no one else
But only to protect me
When I was thoughtless
When I noticed, I was trapped and at a loss
Surrounded by countless lies
The sky I looked up at was beautiful
I thought of you
I wished I could walk with firm steps
Facing forward like you
But I escaped from the reality
Escaped from all the pain
I said to myself
"I'll be my ideal self some day
Though I'm far from that now"
After such excuses, my eyes were opened
What I could do was only to live in the present time
Does this voice reach you?
Does it ring in your heart?
I'm walking on today
Looking at your back as a guidepost to live
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BYE BYE 2004! HELLO 2005!!!
