That was mearly for the effect even though I am truly feeling very bad now. I want to go to some confession booth or something like that to get something off my chest. But seriously. Who is this world can I trust? Okay, so now I am getting skeptical and cynical. Anyway I thought the oral presentation today was fine, except the Question & Answer section. I think I kind of screwed it up.

She asked: " You mentioned SM Goh's statement about asking for the acceptance of homosexuals but not encouraging a gay lifestyle. Do you find that contradicting?"

I said [something like this]: " Well, the 'encouraging a gay lifestyle' means encouraging people to become gays which is quite different from acceptance of gays. So I don't think there is a contradiction. Besides, being gay is not a choice."

And she was like: "Are you sure?" In quite a sarcastic tone.

And I was like:" Yeah.. There is evidence that it has something to do with genes." And I crapped out [as in REALLY crapped out 3-4 more sentences that I think no one understood. DAMN!!

Anyway, the 2 examiners were not convinced by my little speech. And they were laughing to each other.

But I suppose getting a band 2 would not be too hard. Yeah, I have not posted anything for 3 days already. Nothing much really. Except I watched Shark's Tale on Saturday. It's really funny. Lots of wit and jest. Lenny was really cute. But the bad thing is that the plot is rather predictable. [Which makes it quite boring after a while.] But it was compensated by the jokes and music. So, I still think it's a good movie. Now I want to watch Ladder 49. Maybe next week. I am already broke for this week. Been spending money like water. There's going to be so many great shows coming up. I think my wallet is going to burst. And I just got the Shrek 2 vcd yesterday. It's really one of the nicest animation I have every watched! And there's something else after the so called hidden ending. So it is like a hidden ending in a hidden ending. Get it? It's kind of cool and one of a kind. I don't know how to describe it, but if you really want to know what I am talking about, you should get it.
Now let me make a list of movies I want to watch.
1. Polar Express
2. The Incredibles
3. Ladder 49
4. The Princess Dairies 2
What else? I can't remember anymore. Anyway I think today's my last day of having good food. Going to get my braces done tomorrow. It's going to hurt. And I saw 2 albino kids on Sunday. Felt very sad at the sight of them. [They are sisters to make things worst] They look like dolls, with the neatly combed mushroom style pale blonde hair and very very fair skin. So empty. It's not as though they are not bubbly, they are, but the thing is, I feel that they are trapped in that body that don't seem to reflect their personality. I don't know why, but I felt a great sense of pity for them. Perhaps it's due to The Da Vinci Code. Anyway, Project Work has come to an end. I should rejoice, but I just can't. Feel crushed and miserable.
Thank goodness for her.

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Excerpt from Kelly Clarkson's Breakaway