Saturday, November 13, 2004
::butter + honey::
Today I went for my class barbeque. I must say that it is definitely better than the CO barbeque the last time. At least I didn't feel all freaked out and stuff like that. It was fun and I actually managed to eat quite a lot of food and didn't really feel left out. I am beginning to change my perspective on being alone. The worse thing was that it had to rain when we were there. Everything was wet and dirty and sandy. But the guys and some girls managed to get the fire going. [By the time they started the fire, the rain had already stopped.] I would not be a good help in starting the fire, so I decided to help them with the food instead. You know, poking the sausages and crabsticks into the kebab sticks and stuff like that. And I was really surprised by the massive size of the ants. Really really huge. One of them got onto my shirt but my friend managed to get it off for me. But I was screaming like crazy. I think I really should kick that bad habit. And I did try to help out with barbequing the food. And Zapple with Ice Cream Soda tastes rather nice. There was too much chicken wings as usual. And the fire was really weak after a long time of cooking. The guys had to try their best to keep the fire going. At first the fire was nice and strong, but it weakened. We really barbequed for a long time this time. Some of them played truth or dare too. They got this girl to ask a guy whom she don't know for the number. You will be surprised who she was. And they also got this guy to kiss another guy. But in the end they got him to kiss this girl instead. But he pretended to be kissing and the others captured that on film. I didn't play with them. Was cooking the chicken wings. I was applying margarine and honey on them profusely. My friend told me to do it. But in the end he said my cooking sucked. And I spoilt the carrier where I contained my mat. The entire thing is in shambles now. I believe some of them are still at ECP now. Didn't want to stay out with them. I haven't got money anyway. And I did not manage to get my Westlife album today. Perhaps tomorrow... no no.. today. And we were listening to Singapore Idol on Perfect 10 98.7FM. It was the live telecast. And I think almost the whole class wanted Daphne out. When Slyvester was announced safe, I felt happy and relieved. And my friend just told me today that Olinda would be coming to our Prom this Sunday. But pity I am not going for it. I think the whole turnout would be small because the entire Year One cohort don't seem to be really interested in this year's Prom and the fact that it is going to be held in Fort Canning Park Country Club. Quite saddening. And now when I see the King of All Four Letter Words, I am reminded of fcuk but not vice versa. Why is this so?
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Anyway, I want to allocate this section to my dear friend M.Saint. There's some problem with your tagboard so I cannot post there, so I decided to write it here instead. Hopefully you can see it [I mean, come to my blog and managed to see it]. What happened on Wednesday that made you so upset? Try not to keep thinking on those bad incidents, ok?
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And also, I must say that that guy from Shinhwa don't look like Cloud. Never. No way! Kyl my dear, why do you think that they look alike? I must disagree with you. Hahahahahahahahahaha!
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Went to my classmate's blog just now and saw the part on the review on his results. When I saw it, many many bad memories flooded my mind. I was on the verge of smashing my computer. I think I truly am such a big fat disgrace to the class and school and myself. What kind of crap am I scoring? Why is it like that? Did I really make the wrong choice? Felt so sick of myself. Why is it that I kept procrastinating and in the end. Well, got my just desserts. I was reminded of Geography during my Secondary school days. My usual tests and exams when I scored so well and then.. Prelims. I got back those crap results. Even though I am not taking it anymore, I just can't help but feel a sense of great loss when I think of it. Maybe I really should get tuition for all my subjects.
