Friday, October 08, 2004
::histrionic::
This is a new word I learnt today. I am changing my layout pretty soon. Got the background out already. But I am not very satisfied with it. Using it as my wallpaper now though. Now I live in constant fear that I will be retained and not be promoted. I was cringing in the bus this afternoon. Spent some time with myself in the supermarket today. It's kind of fun to just stand around looking at the foods and their nutrition values. And no one would bother you. Indeed, I did not have time to finish studying my Economics, hence the paper today was a complete failure. I have decided to drop the subject after I get back my results. It's not that I really hate the subject to the core. It's just that I don't like to study for it. And if I don't study for it, I can't live with my conscience pricking at me. Anyway, I did not even give myself a chance to do well for a single economics class test.
If I had bothered to study, I could probably fare well.
Had a chat with my friend today. I think we both live in the fear of our results [or so that's what I think]. Why must we bother ourselves with such things? Why is education so important? Why is the educational system so rigid? Those who earn big money when they grow up are school dropouts, not university graduates!!!! Darn. My brother brought The Sims 2 today. He's obessed with his sims bearing children and he just got twins!! It's a boy and a girl. [I was given the privilege to name them.] Never knew there was such thing as twins in The Sims. The game have truly evolved.
There's chemistry on Monday. I got to study really hard for it if I want to pass. And I must pass it!!! My goodness. STRESSED!!!!
